Saturday, January 07, 2006

FUCK IT!!!!

I have been crying most of the day. It started in the grocery store this morning for no apparent reason and hasn't stopped. . . I'm so tired of being alone. Just once, I would like to have someone in my life who accepts me as I am and can see past all the superficial bullshit. I'm a trangendered person. . . I didn't choose this!!!! . . . It's the hand I was dealt. . .

Is it asking too much to have someone just hold me and tell me I'm OK? I'm at a point where I'm not sure if I even want to try any more. . .

I am so angry. I just want to be the woman I was supposed to be. I don't need to be pretty, just feminine enough that someone might want to have me. . . Guess I'm asking for too much. . ..

Fuck it!!!
Posted by Lauren :: 9:02 PM :: 9 comments

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